I am going to suspend this project for a while. My grandma passed away on Wednesday and I'm a mess I am pretty busy so I won't get to the ID for a while. I do want to keep working on it, but now is not the time.
Thank you. I really appreciate you taking the time to write this. Your right, it's definitely time to be with the family. Right now I am still in that shock phase. We where really close, and I have a lot going on, so my brain can't really process it or accept it right now. I get what you mean about not getting used to losing someone. My aunt passed away a few years back and the weirdest thing happens. I just cry the second I hear amazing grace. One of my family's friends sang that at her funeral, and it was really beautiful song and I just associate it with that day. The truth is I have never been really religious or anything, but that song just activates emotions in me.
Best wishes to you too. Losing your mom must be really tough. It's hard for me to imagine that. I hope you can move passed that.
I’m very sorry for your loss. I know there’s not much anyone can say that really helps in these situations, but definitely take all the time you need and more.