I remember this thread from a while back.
Always been a lush, but ramped up my drinking hardcore (again) during the pandemic. Hardcore as is turn-your-liver-into-time-bomb level, not quite lose-your-job hardcore. Been there done that. Got canned from the recording studio I engineered at (next door to a liquor store) about 14 years ago. Then quit drinking for one year.
I had a knee surgery recently (torn meniscus), which meant I had to be booze-free before the anesthesia. They also had to check my liver (still healthy).
That was almost two weeks ago. Still dry. I can’t drive or even carry anything, so it’s not like I can run to the liquor store.
Feeling energized about it this time. Today I started naltrexone. It blocks the opioid receptors in your brain that produce the euphoric effect, and it reduces cravings. I got over the pride of “pushing through it myself”. I want to be set up to succeed.
I figure it will come up, so I’ll mention I got a buddy that’s been sober for a year that I talk to, and my wife is very supportive and has stopped drinking in solidarity.