I wish. I was reading “How to change your mind” so I was interested in the chemistry part. I’ve actually never tried them, is it really a transcendental experience like some say?
I never did acid, but for several years (1978-82?) grew ‘shrooms, and used them maybe once a month during those years. I’m not sure the extent they ”transformed“ me, but I could absolutely see this happening.
My son was unusually opaque to reading others’ emotions when he was younger, to an extent that had both my wife and I concerned, and we had several psychologists assess him, to see if there was some reason that he showed so little empathy.
By 13 or so, he suddenly changed, and really seemed to connect with people. We didn’t question it, but were, of course, relieved. At some point in the past 6 months, in talking to him (he’s 29 now), he mentioned that he had dropped acid around then*, and during that first trip, had suddenly understood how interconnected everything was, and suddenly “got” other people. So yes, I think psychedelics can be transformative, if not transcendental.
When I’ve been able to get them, I have still done mild (but beyond what could be called microdosing) trips. My wife and I did that last year for our anniversary, just sitting in our backyard and enjoying everything for the afternoon.
* I feel I must stress that we would NOT have been okay with this!
editted to add: very enjoyable, and well informed book!