Alright, no more jokes from me. (Maybe a few at myself)
I was impressed by the work a lot of members did/do, and I wanted to do my own things; put my graphics design degree to use (pivoted career in the last 5+ years), so why not?
I feel a lot of indirect shade because I use UV to get my designs out (and let's not lie, the LLM generated images that have accompanied some of them), but getting the idea onto the pedal by hand doesn't net me the result I want.
I don't begrudge anyone who's doing their best, whatever the production medium they choose. Heck, my favorite builds on here don't even have any graphics but the beautiful color finish they choose!
In my mind, the LLM graphics (apart from the ethical ramifications—can of worms I'm not commenting on here) or otherwise gotten stock photos/art are assets. And just like in my marketing graphic design days I edit and transform them before I even start. The concept and execution change while I'm working on it, too, and I'm just doing what I did on that life; only the target has changed.
Okay enough about my process, but it's intertwined with why I do things. I have an idea and think "yeah that's what I want."
I'm not gonna deny for one minute that I don't get off on the validation; the intersection of multiple hobbies/skills was like "yeah, I finally am getting closer to something on the road to 'ikigai' " got me going. But it's not the only reason, even though it might seem that way.
I've slowed down a bit because of reasons, but mostly because I don't want to appear doing it only for the validation. I'm doing it because I want to do it.